Look in my eyes
Know I want to survive
Forgive and forget is my goal
I just want the darkness to let go of my soul
Time after time I get told about myself
Those who truly love me and care about my health
Manifest a mirror only I can see
I’m not afraid to ask to save me from me
My own worst critic, fighting through all pain and error
Tryin’ my hardest not to cause any more terror
Spending eternity in Jannah is my choice
So while I’m here, shed sins by letting out my voice
I want this, I even breathe it
To succeed I have to let go of past shit
Help many through poem rhymes and stories to fill massive books
So those after me learn from the missteps I took
All my personalities in check, I got things to do
Bipolar is a bitch, tryin’ to keep myself subdued
Staring at myself knowing the truth
Don’t really care if I’m good enough for you
I just want the respect, not looking for testing
Allah is the only judge and giver of blessings
Tired of my hair falling out from stressing over things
Freedom to myself I will definitely bring
Time to stop criticizing my reflection
Smile at who I was, who I am and who I will be – acceptation
Good to release the pressure that’s been on my mind
I’m through talking, you’ll see what I see in due time
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