I don’t know how I feel today
My mood isn’t set and my emotions are going several ways
Could it be the promise of new chances
Perhaps the flirtyness of certain glances
Maybe the concern of a missed friend
Could be the peace that comes with joining paper and pen
Possibly angry because I’m bound at the wrists
Or the longing of a lover’s kiss
Definitely wondering about my good deeds
While worrying about my kids’ needs
The frustration of things gone wrong
The constant need to be strong
Too stubborn to admit defeat
Too conscious of my mental disease
I feel all these things at once
All before I’ve even had lunch
As the day moves on
I hope most of these feelings are gone
But thinking about it logically
It’ll be like this as long as I’m me
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