My eyes burn with the on coming tears
Face bright red
Puffy and a little swollen
Breathing off-balance
and my heart beat
going a mile a minute
banging against my chest
Stomach in knots
nauseous and tired
Shaking randomly
not being able to control it
I sit curled in a ball
trapped in this instance
of unwanted clarity
fixed in a trance
that does not want to end
Weak, I feel
Dead, I feel

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