I went back and forth about sharing this but I honestly think it’s time. The only thing holding me back is fear and the best thing for fear is to do it anyway.
In December of 2022, I had a spiritual awakening.
The awakening took me completely off-guard and it struck extreme fear in me. I had no idea what was going on or how to handle it. It came out of nowhere and in one fall swoop I began to question many things that I’d never thought I would ever question.
Religion, relationships, and the world as I knew it went under the microscope as I tried desperately to understand what I was feeling.
The months that have followed have been filled with questions and concerns. I’ve become like the characters in Assassin’s Creed, “Nothing is true. Everything is permitted”. And for someone who has been on this earth for 40 years, it can be a difficult pill sometimes.
Also, this awakening has been a bit lonely. The close friends I have told about it don’t believe what’s going on with me. Neither does my own husband. However, I continue to move forward.
The one thing about spiritual awakening is once it starts, it can’t be stopped. I could have tried to ignore it but that wouldn’t have worked well considering the veils which were being lifted.
I chose to lean into this awakening and listen to what it was teaching me. Fun fact: Since the awakening, I haven’t had a depressive or manic episode from bipolar disorder. Prior to the awakening I had been rapid cycling for a year and a half straight and before that, I would go into an episode quite often.
My life has been gradually changing in ways I never thought it could. I am learning so much about myself and the world around me. It’s been eye-opening and therapeutic all at the same time. I have become physically, emotionally, mentally, and financially more secure as time has progressed and it keeps getting better.
While all this may be true it is still a difficult journey to be on. This path isn’t for the faint at heart. And when you’re called to awaken, there’s not much you can do but give in to it.
I see signs everywhere, especially angel numbers and nature has become my best friend.
Now, I am looking for others like me who have also awakened. I know there are other star seeds out there and I want to connect with my soul family.
I could go further into detail with this story but I feel this is a good place to start.
Have you ever heard of a spiritual awakening?
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